It amazing how you can have the most amazing, loving, supporting family and friends but the littlest heartbreak can make you feel all alone like you have been abandoned and have no one at all, I struggle to find why it is that I get rejected, I feel like the more i give the more I'm rejected, does that even make sense? The only thing i can compare that to is Jesus who gave everything he had even to death and so many reject him.
To put your heart into a mans hands is simply the most dangerous thing to do with it, sometimes they treat it like a "hot potato" catching it and throwing it quickly cause its too "hot or intense" to hold on to.
I wish i could understand why this happens or why I keep letting it happen. Why do i fall so hard? Why do I trust so quickly? Why haven't i learned to built a wall of protection around my heart?
I have been wearing in on my sleeve and bearing in to the world since i was old enough to feel this emotional pain.
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You give all because you are so unselfish. and even though it's risky, it's what makes you so beautiful and endearing.I'm sorry honey. I never doubt that one day you will find true happiness in love until then turn your eyes to the lover of your heart.
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